.:her bedtime stories:.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Dearest Mar,

The youngest one among us four. The Devil; The most mischievous one. The first one to fathom my thoughts, see through my feelings, the first one who supposedly notices my every move in class. My little sister. How long has it been, 5 years, since the first day of school? Must have been. Throughout these years, I’d say, we went through a lot of arguments and disagreements. We had our share of differences, but somehow, we’re always caught in the same situations, always sailing similar boats. Two peas in a pod. My desk partner since the first day of our upper secondary lives. I feel so blessed to have known you, really. You always seem to anticipate my next move or reaction, and always knew what would come next. You’ve always listened to my crap and nonsense, especially at times when I’d really lose control of my sanity. At times when I cry, your shoulder is always there for me to lean on. At times when I’m filled with laughter, I hear yours echoing right after me. At times when I’m so confused and complicated, you’re there to help me entangle myself from the many predicaments I get stuck in. And whenever at times I’m at my saddest, pathetic and disgusting state, you’re always there to hug me tight, and assure me that things are going to be just fine. Your energy is beyond comprehension, sometimes I wonder how we ended up as friends at all. Being the youngest of the crowd, we always were bullied by the rest, but you stood up for me, all the time, and never let anyone out there get to me. Though you’re the youngest, you always tried your best to protect us. The smallest voice among us, still stand out and became the strongest. Though we had our differences come in between our friendship before, I’m just glad we got through the tough obstacles and got back on the right track. All three of you, it’ll take so much more just to separate us four. You supported me of every decision I made all the way, and made me feel that every mistake I made led to new lessons learnt, and of course, the gateway to a brand new beginning. There are times when you wouldn’t understand me at all, but you always tried, no matter how twisted my stories all turn out to be. You’re still there. Whether near or far, I would always feel your presence around me. A girl with a kind heart, and a personality which I find simply unique, and smiles which just captivates one’s soul, you are special in every possible way. I would never be ashamed of telling some stranger or anyone in this world that I know you. In fact, I wouldn’t mind just screaming it out loud in the centre of the world, and let everyone know what a wonderful person you are, and how much you have done to make me to what I am today. My little sister, ladies and gentlemen. Thank you for bring happiness into my life, cos life without you, without all three of you, would be meaningless and pointless. I love you, my dearest little sister! Our friendship is so far the best investment made.

With sincerity and love,
Secret Blogger ♥

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