label: im D00MED.wide awake like an OWL. -_-" LONG LONG ENTRY.

im still awake.
i cnt really force myself to sleep.
& i tot by takin 2 panadols would co0l down my BAD BAD HEADACHE n put me to sleep.
BUT NO.fell asleep 4 barely 30mins n wide awake frm 1130- till NOW!!
n ive yet to meet up fizah at 240pm.oh g0d!!
juz finished studyin my sci phy/chem.
haiss.
im so so bored.
after havin to analyse each chapters,im still WIDE AWAKE.
listenin to my mp4 now.
& i juz realised e s0ngs in my mp4 brought so many memories.
out of sudden,i strted to miss my sch days.
i strted to miss those pple,th0se memories we had.
n recalling both e ups & downs i had.
pple hu were dere 4 me werent here w me now.
n i cnt believe i cried after recallin each memories.
i really miss th0se times
when friends became ur foe.
ur loves became ur hatred.
IF only i could re-wind e time bck;
to tink im DUMBHEADED havin to fall 4 a jerk.
n patchin tingz up w tt jerk juz out of sympathy.
n im bein so naive n soft-hearted.
havin to hurt sum1 tt was out dere hu cared 4 me all e while.
n i dont really treasure hym at all.
havin to hurt my own fren,juz e fact tt i was helpin her to get even w tt basterd.
n didnt know she was really dishearted abt it.& if i knew i could have just stayed away n mind my own business.
havin to hav a fren hu backstabbed me frm e bck n to destroy e friendship we had.
to hurt my girlfriends wh0m had been dere 4 me n wasnt approved me patchin tingz up w tt bl00dy jerk.
havin to accept those rumours n criticises tt harm my reputation/
&& bla bla bla...
BUT one thing i believe,
4 wateva tt has happened in e past has taught me n made a BIG IMPACT in my life.
& i knew its fate tt brought me to this extent.
life is never fair.
& no matter what im thnkful yet appreciate that all these happened.
ey really opened up my eyes & an exposure 4 me to be strong in facin e challenges in life.
both physically & mentally.
e past r meant to be memories.
ey will still stick w me 4eva.
but 4 now, i''ll treasure those around me whom cared 4 me;
treasure those frenships i have..
coz we will nvr noe when e death angel will take us away.
n now..i wana say; to:

yaya-ra: thnk you 4 bein dere w me ever since we met n bcame close frens.thnx 4 all e sharin ups/downs w me.i knew i could owaez lo0k 4 euu wen eva i need t0.for ur frenship cnt nvr replace w anitink else.u were a sister to me n a bestfren to me.sorry if i were to hurt u w/0 me knowing.its a promise i will keep these frenship w me 4eva. ((: ily&&imy sister!!

yaya-nah: e crazie sister of mine!! thnx 4 everytink. thnk you 4 bein dere w me n sto0d up w all my nonsensical n craziness of mine.be it sumtimes i happened to hurt u w/o me kn0win,u will just keep it to urself n just let it be as if nth happened.&& u will owaez be dere to at least cheerme up even u knew hw deeply im hurt.&& im sorry tt sumhw u hold grudges w me in e past.but no matter what,ure e bestest crazie sister of mine! n yess,its a promise i will keep these frenship w me 4eva.ily sister!! *hug*

yaya-fi: fiiiiidaaahhh!! my-everything-i-need sister! yess.im bored;she be dere to entertain me.im stressed;she be dere to crack a silly joke n go4 retail-therapy w me.im in love;she be dere to support me.im sad;she be dere 4 me to lend those ears.im crazie/mischievious;she be dere to join me!im in need;she be dere 4 me.((: tts what i love abt her. thnkyou 4 those moments n bein dere w me in every ways.&& i dunoe if eva hurt u;still wateva im gonna say sorry! n as y'know its a promise to my dearest SISTERS tt i will keep these frenship of ours w me 4eva. && ily sister!! ((:

ray:e big big teddy of mine!!thnx 4 bein dere w me b4.mayb nt now since we r so bz n contented w some other stuffs.still ure not 4gotten.u will owaez be on standby mode 4 me to ask 4 help n lend ur ears n eventually tryin hard to make me happy.u cracked silly lame jokes wen eva im bored.even sumtimes ure bz,u still drop by a msg to ask my whereabouts.n i appreciate it a l0t.&& i will owaez cherish those memories we had okayy? n u will owaez be remembered 4eva w me.ily&&imy to0!! (:

ep: my fun-silly-joker pal!! uhhuh.thnkyou 4 bein dere w me.& kept me c0ntented!! u rock la!
thnk you 4 e encouragement,support,advice tt u gave me tru out our frenship.u will neva fail to bring a smile to me. (: e fact tt we juz knew each other less den a year,still ure juz one hell of a fun n lunatic boyfriend to me!! n yess, of course i will cherish u n each moments we spent.&& im sorry coz i knew ive made u dishearted.*u noe i noe okayy* n uhhuh..its a promise i will keep these frenship of ours w me 4eva. && ily& imy to0!! (= psst! must meet up REAL SO0N!

faiz: e giler2 guy!! e fact tt ure my 0nce my brother.thnkyou 4 bein dere 4 me each time i am down.& ure e 1st t0 notice it b4 any else.yess,n i will owaez lo0k up 4 u as a brother,as a best fren && my punching bag!! tet-juz jk.ure one of a kind.be it u lo0k so matrempit,still ure kind in e inside.thnkyou 4 everytink! e sad,e happy,e crazie,e mischievious,e mean memories we shared.uhhuh-i appreciate every single bits tt uve done.sorry to have hurt u again&again&again e fact tt sumtimes i couldnt stand ur attitude.as wat ive said peviously,i promise to owaez lo0k up 4 u as my brother & my bestfren & my punchin-bag! :p ((: