crestfallen

2008-01-01T23:02:00.000-08:00

I'VE MOVED MY BLOG PEOPLE!

to whom already know where to find me pls continue to be my readers (:

2007-12-31T06:48:00.000-08:00

Dearest Mar,

The youngest one among us four. The Devil; The most mischievous one. The first one to fathom my thoughts, see through my feelings, the first one who supposedly notices my every move in class. My little sister. How long has it been, 5 years, since the first day of school? Must have been. Throughout these years, I’d say, we went through a lot of arguments and disagreements. We had our share of differences, but somehow, we’re always caught in the same situations, always sailing similar boats. Two peas in a pod. My desk partner since the first day of our upper secondary lives. I feel so blessed to have known you, really. You always seem to anticipate my next move or reaction, and always knew what would come next. You’ve always listened to my crap and nonsense, especially at times when I’d really lose control of my sanity. At times when I cry, your shoulder is always there for me to lean on. At times when I’m filled with laughter, I hear yours echoing right after me. At times when I’m so confused and complicated, you’re there to help me entangle myself from the many predicaments I get stuck in. And whenever at times I’m at my saddest, pathetic and disgusting state, you’re always there to hug me tight, and assure me that things are going to be just fine. Your energy is beyond comprehension, sometimes I wonder how we ended up as friends at all. Being the youngest of the crowd, we always were bullied by the rest, but you stood up for me, all the time, and never let anyone out there get to me. Though you’re the youngest, you always tried your best to protect us. The smallest voice among us, still stand out and became the strongest. Though we had our differences come in between our friendship before, I’m just glad we got through the tough obstacles and got back on the right track. All three of you, it’ll take so much more just to separate us four. You supported me of every decision I made all the way, and made me feel that every mistake I made led to new lessons learnt, and of course, the gateway to a brand new beginning. There are times when you wouldn’t understand me at all, but you always tried, no matter how twisted my stories all turn out to be. You’re still there. Whether near or far, I would always feel your presence around me. A girl with a kind heart, and a personality which I find simply unique, and smiles which just captivates one’s soul, you are special in every possible way. I would never be ashamed of telling some stranger or anyone in this world that I know you. In fact, I wouldn’t mind just screaming it out loud in the centre of the world, and let everyone know what a wonderful person you are, and how much you have done to make me to what I am today. My little sister, ladies and gentlemen. Thank you for bring happiness into my life, cos life without you, without all three of you, would be meaningless and pointless. I love you, my dearest little sister! Our friendship is so far the best investment made.

With sincerity and love,
Secret Blogger ♥

2007-12-25T01:05:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY CHRISTIAN

FRIENDS!

2007-12-24T23:31:00.000-08:00

labels:my sweet seventeen (:

meet up w faiz way too early arnd 1pm.

headed down to vivocity to catch movie alvin & the chipmunks.

i oh so love the movie! :D

then aftr movie,next stop at arab st. have our lunch at victory.

murtabak ayam! mmmhhmmm yummy! :D
then,headed down to parkwayparade & galivanted arnd the mall coz he said he wanna meet "his friend" at ecp. dopes!

arrived ecp,waited for "his friend".

so we sat at the waterbreaker then headed down to pit 18.

was so surprised tt i see familiar faces waving at our direction.

i see thise green lady standing up waving at us.

it was FEE!!

& yeahh they sang e bdae zo0 song then had pretty cute cupcakes.

oh yess thnx for popping the party popper right at my face !

yes,these sweet people made a sweet & pleasant mini party for me.

love u guys!

thnx bro,for lying. :P

headed to pp again to have their dinner at banquet.

manage to camwhore in e toilet for a while :D

oh oh! met adilah the pretty junior!

she is so damn tall!!

yeahh she was working at starbucks or was it coffeebeans?

either one :D

after dinner,we had pooling session :D

I BEAT FAIZ!!

oh yay yay!

like finally i knw how to play a proper game :D

kan kan kan faiz? ;)

it was the bestest time shared together.

laughing & giggling to teasing ppl of age 17. grrrrr...

still,we had loads of fun!!

been sometimes we had a go0d laugh & a go0d grp outing.

we should make it more often yea?

if only on bdae i got to see e whole grp gathering,maybe i should make a wish to have many many bdae so we cn have many many meet-ups & gathering kan? :p

end of pooling session.

a grp photo of us.

thankyou so much people!

a million thnx for the sweet surprise.

the helium balloon that i have to "dera" faiz to tie it at his bike & make a fo0l of himself.

thankyou brother,for the chocolate frm cocoa tree & the jellybeans & also the pretty cute chip&dale mug! :D

i oh so love them so much!

really,i love u guys!

thnx for spending the day w me!

muacckkkkzzzz!

its a blast!

a great bdae celebration i wont forget :D

2007-12-24T00:30:00.000-08:00

yayyy!
im sooo happy & contented!
like finally ive turned 17yrs old.
thankyou to all those who has given their best wishes at friendster,blogger & smses!
love u people loads!!

2007-12-21T23:40:00.000-08:00

BOOYAHH!

bloggin frm fee's crib.

uhhuh.well,e sleepover was okayy we had fun a lil maybe?

it will be really fun if e other girlfriends could join us right?

anw,ive gt nth much to update.

so yeahh,takecare people!

ps:im still counting (:

2007-12-13T00:05:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO NAZMI!!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU! :DD

2007-12-12T03:14:00.000-08:00

hello! welcome back myself!
indeed ive been missing loads of stuff to blog abt within like 4days or so?
anw,im still up still nt wanting to shut my eyes.
stinking finking its so annoying.
i dont knw what to do now.
besides reading my bo0k i borrowed yesterday at mp lib.
oh well,somehow i would want to play po0l again.
amazing to learn how that game goes.
i knew i suck at 1st timer.but still one cn always practise again right?
and thanx to who else,my entertainer for coaching me how to play w great patience.
bleahz!
im a newbie.
plus it was fun to curse the ball when i couldnt get to aim it properly :D
in a way to let go of my anger.
still it will be so much fun if zara,fee & jann could join us yeah?
mesti kecohrable.
i miss them badly like really i am.
somehow i just hope we are still together despite bz w each's life.
what a life eyy?
maybe we need more of meeting ups & chilling?
oh well,lo0king forward to next wk.
uhhuh slumber party babe.
maybe just me & fee if zara couldnt make it.
i doubt jann can.
oh yeah! i still have "hutang" to the hangersinc.
hahas.
well i was just supporting them in a way they are my best sec go0d mates ive ever known to0 (:
plus,they have go0d products that actually attracts me to buy.
so i dont have to go around shopping those stuff i cn get frm em right?
yadaaablaablaaa..i oh so need more tops & bottoms to0 (:
maybe that will be a hint to u people to0 kan? *smile frm ear to ear*
i need tops,a long red purse,shades,shoes,ho0dies.
i was just joking people.lau nk buy me those stuffs,i'll be so happy & will always love u.betol tak bedek :D
but if only there is a fairy that cn grant all my wishes & needs mesti best kan?
by then i will be all spoiled w go0ds arnd me.
and thats really bad.
shiekz!my entry going so draggy.
better end here before fee will be sno0zing any moment when she read this & other readers will be snogging arnd :p
gotta go! muaakerooooos!

ps:lets play pool!:D

2007-12-12T03:46:00.000-08:00

now now,lets continue babbling again.

recently as u knw,im still w e babysitting thingy.

im still waiting for hafiz abt the job thingy.

2wks seems like 1mnth? sighs.

restless staying at hm all day even during wkends! *faint*

anw, all the best to feezah since she got a job at (tm)courts megastore.

so called like a cafeteria or what im nt sure.

oh yes,best wishes to syazuan too since he will be away,departed frm all of us to serve his loyalty to spore.(duh! NS!)

go0dluck to nyp-ians that will be having their common test?

im not quite sure but tts what ideen told me.

i guess to tp-ians to0? since my abg is like 'burning midnight oil' almost everyday lately.

geee..people are bz w stuff.

& im rotting at home bside babysitting of course.

i guess i have to travel down to marineparade lib,borrowing books again every 1 or 2wks.

and i shall be a bookworm frm now on. *beams*

current craving: waroeng penyet.chocolate frappe.jellybeans.

2007-12-09T01:18:00.000-08:00

i'll be away and not be blogging for quite sometime.
you guyz will knw where to get me okayy?
beep me if anything.
and yes,i miss my dearest sisters.we will meet up soon okayy?

2007-12-04T23:08:00.000-08:00

another day at home is so mundane.
babysitting laila the whole day.
most of my friends have been asking how am i lately,how's job & etc.
i've pulled myself out frm my recent job and currently doing babysitting job.
well thats the least i can do,100bucks/mnth?
not that bad okayy..
waiting for hafiz jasmin to be back frm indo happily holiday-ing and im here stuck in spore getting all bored w the surrounding.
grrrr....
anw,20 more days to a very special day.
nervous i can say,excited pon ade jugak!
i dont knw why.
maybe pressurize abt how my o's result gonna be like?
well,insyallah if i did put an effort i will score it,betol tak? (:
what i want for this special month is to be all contented & happy w my loved ones.
yes yes yes..
they matter to me the most & i must be very grateful to have them (:

2007-12-04T01:46:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CIK MIMAH!!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU W MURAH REZEKI &

PNJNG UMUR!!

MAKCIK!!VOGUE SELALU OK? :P

2007-12-03T23:59:00.000-08:00

LABELS: A NIGHT AT SAFARI

oh yess yess yess!

my 1st time going to night safari was exciting.

well yeahh,it was pretty interesting too.

hey girlfriends! lets go one day,ok? :D

and,off we went to night safari and had our dinner at kfc.

faiz & me went boriah.

having to coincidently wear brown?

or was it planned? hahaa im nt quite sure abt it.

i love pics we took today.

oh man,i so need to lose weight.

see those chubby cheeks,urgh!

yeah faiz,nxt yr 3rd march...bet is on ok? :D
our slimming down bet.

as you cn see,thr is more of our pics than pic of animals.

too bad no flash photography so we failed to take a descent proper nice photo of those nocturnal creatures.

seriously,i heard a lion rawr.

i was amazed.

WOW.

again,u cn say me jakun,but really never i heard in real life.

pictures snapshot at e animal show.

the racoons,otters,owl were amazing.

smart trained creatures.

one thing i hate e most abt e show,e disgusting look of a long bigfat snake.

urgh!

before leaving,us at e exits.

and i bought one of our pics taken.

a token of appreciation for my dearly all time-entertainer,faiz :D

cute mute kite ehh?

see we really need to lose weight man..

faiz looks so....ummm..

woman-ly w my handbag?

haahaa u lo0k goo0000d :P

overall,we sure had a great time together :D

2007-12-01T00:45:00.000-08:00

i wanna run away & cry myself out!
AARRRGHH!!

2007-11-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

LABELS:LEARNING JOURNEY(PART4)

here we are after tired walking around the zoo.

and we finally managed to cover up all parts!

again,we camwhored before leaving the zoo.

we sure had loads of fun w zara's crazy pose!

hahaha! :p

we got a help frm a stranger to snapshot our grp pic.

our exhausted faces.

sayonara people!

ps:thankyou my dearest sisters for the outing.hopefully jann will make it if there's another outing like this.lets have it again!! weeee!! love u girls! muaaackzz!

2007-11-29T23:30:00.000-08:00

LABELS:LEARNING JOURNEY(PART3)

going to the tiger track?
this way please...
the 3 ladies siap posing :p

hahaha!
omg i dont knw what was zara thinking.
tiger attack!!
oh no!

the australian outback.
the best buddy for today.
kangaroo :D

the funny lo0king wooden statue.
suke zara when a matsalleh mintak tolong amik pic.
bleahz! :p

okayy..
these were crazy shots of us!
penat dehh kite lompat bnyk kali..
fee tak snapshot pon!
aiyoohh...
nga feeling2 jap pat the scenery garden.
cantik kan?

toilet break.
and again we camwhored there again.
arif! kawan u ke tuu pat e zoo pamplet? :p

eeek! fee jahat! ey dared me to take pic w e yucky snake!
urggghh!
sempat ehh dok pelok amek pic w that orang utan ?:p

aaahhh..finally we managed to rest our legs.
last pic, muke tension pikiran seii..
to work or not to work?
i was supposely start work todae!
bahhh!
too bad im having fun w the girlfriends :D

2007-11-29T23:15:00.000-08:00

LABELS:LEARNING JOURNEY(PART2)

okayy strting off with the parrots,siamang and a small deer.

you got to spot the siamang.

haahaas.it couldnt sit still for zara to snap its pic.

check out the zoo keeper.

not bad eyy...zara zara... :p

next,the crocodiles.urgh fee favourites! wahahaha~

then the i dont knw what animal were that..

and my favourite shot! the white animals!

pretty kan? :D

aaahh-the hippos.

and yikes! i kene dare to come closer and look at e snakessss...

yuck yuck yuck!

gross larh kann..

oh yea, i didnt knw their venoms can be used as medicine to cure epilepsy! 0_0

next to it,a lizard? im not quite sure of its name.but it lo0ks so arrogant & fierce.

ostrich,dont knw what monkey and the elephants!

that monkey was so obedient when i tried taking its photo.

it stayed still but its scary.

and here is the lil cute penguin,the crocodile and the monkeys.

haahaa! mind u the monkeys pic are sensored.

nga carik kutu agaknye. bleah! :p

arif..arif..

tsktsktsk..

*cover face and shake head*

the monkey,the lil pony and just another kinds of monkey.

arif! u so many sdare seii! aiyoh! asyik2 nmpk them aje.

i love the pony!

i was abt to touch it but its kinda scary what if it kick me?

woahh...

still its adorable :D

the komodo lion,the giant tortoise and the orang utan w baby.

funny part abt the tortoise when one of em tried to get the fo0d by shortcut walking on of their friend's shell.

i was laughing real hard.

then the orang utan.

see the baby? it tried to touch the leaf but it couldnt reach it.

soooo cuuuteeee!

arif! i didnt knw your kinds are tt cute? :p

and wow...the flamingos and the walrus.

flamingos is such a beauty!

walrus is way to0 intelligent & cute!

nice performance he showed us!

lastly, the polar bear inuka,the lo0k like camels and the peacock.

we were laughing so hard when we saw inuka.

lying completely flat on the rocks.

kesian ehh rizal..what happened seii? :p

jannah will love the last pic.

PEACOCK!

wahahahaa! :p
okayy left few more pics for the next post!

2007-11-29T23:00:00.000-08:00

LABELS:LEARNING JOURNEY(PART1)

guESS where DID thE 3 girls went today?

to find out? just keep reading my post.

so,i woke up as early as 8am to meet fee at eunos mrt.

and then down to jurong east to meet zara.

we were so excited to start our day ahead!

to0k train down to chua chu kang then a bus down to somewhr called this(below):

YES!! LIKE FINALLY WE ARE HERE!

THE SINGAPORE ZOO!

EXCITED la kann! to meet sanak saudare thr.

esp.arif's gang!

lalalalala~

before we start our journey,we had our breakfast at kfc.

then followed by camwhoring in e toilet!

yes yes!

CAMWHORE! :D

OHH WAIT! THE CONTINUATION OF THE POST WILL BE COMING UP SO0N!

more pics to come!!

2007-11-27T23:45:00.000-08:00

LABELS: FINALLY SWEET SEVENTEEN.

and now,NURUL JANNAH JOHARI IS OFFICIALLY SWEET SEVENTEEN!
darn.
im like 3wks away?
oh well,hopefully we had a blast celebration for u!

her moment.
taadaaa~
her surprises.
happiness is all around her.
she is GAY :D

the food..
oo00hh yumyum.
donut factory,canadian pizza,chicken drumlets.
tsktsktsk..
yummylicious.
just for the birthday girl frm us (:

see..how happy she was?
suke die ehh..
those stuffs that add colours to the surprises.
it was supposely to be an orange theme.
but then again,we are dressed in all green.
the balloon,the shades,the orange thingy she wore,hopefully she love em all :D

teehee~
her syiok sendiri moment w the belon.
see the cow nose?
tsktsktsk.burok!
anw,her moment w the supermoo belon & makcik!

had a grp photo snapshot.
it turned out nice.
i love em all.
i love e girlfriends!
they are my everything!
and so is my lil laila.. (:

and yes,not to forget of course we had our own session of camwhoring w laila! :D
thankgod she wasnt being tt so cranky.
just want to stick w me all time -_-"
i think jann is way to0 loud speaker so she a lil afraid u see.
sorry sissy! 1st impression counts :D

and finally before heading off,we had a grp hug!
awww..and again, HAPPY BDAE GIRL! MUAAAACCKKKZZ!! :D

ps:somehow i think im gonna be sick.was sneezing away at fee's crib :X

2007-11-24T22:22:00.000-08:00

labels:the curly wurly gangs act.

now these always happen when she irritates me.

and i will irritate her by HUGGING & KISSING her NO.OF TIMES.

la la la la la la.

say me evil, i had fun! :D
was back home from somehwr..

and this babe,was playing alone so i disturb her.

playtime!

no matter how much she irritates me or made me pissed..

she will always have her way to cheer me up.

see!

yes! that kind of lo0k!

she will either pout her lips and kiss me or give that kind of oh so cute innocent face. :D

I LOVE HER!

YES I DO! :D

2007-11-27T00:00:00.000-08:00

happy birthday sissy!

you're like finally sweet 17! :D

may allah bless you!

muaacckz!

love you!

2007-11-22T23:02:00.000-08:00

LABELS: just another day;

3rd day of training..

the last day..

grrr im so f-ing pissed.

im being sent all e way to paragon!!

ORCHARD!! JUST TO WORK!

wth~

i knw im fussy & all.

but heys! transportation money is gonna burn my pocket money seii!

anw,lets just see how things will go..

i still need to wait their call AGAIN.

whatever.

after training,which ended earlier surprisingly,feezah & me headed down to diff path.

i need to meet faiz at kallang while she has to go all e way to pasir ris to meet iryani.
so aftr meeting him at kallang we headed down to arab st.

had our murtabak ayam,bee hoon goreng & udang masala.

mmmhhmm yummy!

then,we chilled at chngi & had my swinging moment!
i so miss those swings but i felt good aftr swinging (:

after nowhr to g5o,we went hm.

i was sleepy by then..

2007-11-26T23:59:00.000-08:00

LABELS: DINING OUT & CHILLING.

took few snapshots w lil laila.

i knw u knw she is way to0 adorable.

i just love to irritate her & camwhoring w her.

she's e best medicine to cure my boredom just w her cute giggles & acts.

and so after 3 days training at suntec toys'r'us,i found it pure boredom.

seriously its just like sitting for a lecture class?

w that razali babbling whatever stuff on customer service.

crap.

so,called faiz down to teman me have my dinner at simpang bedok!

oh yes! now tts my another port to enjoy makan! :D

i had my nasi goreng seafood & e sambal udang while he had his roti john king.

was yummylicious.

after much of burping..we are way to0 bloated so just head down to ecp to chill.

upon reaching ecp,i was craving badly for ice-cream.

so we went to get ourselves a magnum almond ice-cream.

oo0hhh *drools*

while licking & munching & eating our ice-cream,we chilled & more of updates.
it was a nice thing to do sitting by e beach enjoying e night breeze & eating ice-cream.

sungguh syiok! :D
ehh! yok we go again! (:
after spending at least an hr or more we headed home.

and so, home sweet home ((:

2007-11-23T00:36:00.000-08:00

labels: damn it.

im all screwed up.
being sent to paragon outlet!
gahhh!
nvm,hopefully miracle will happen that razali will call me up & said "im sorry.u will have to be tranferred back to tm"
i tell u i be so damn happy seii.
*pray hard*
plus,a lamest ans for a t.manager to tell me was "ala,takpe la work thr.got lots of nice mats."
-_-
anw,27thnov coming so0n.
i cant wait to meet my girlfriends.
plus,dec is coming next!
dearest big big brother hafiz,i'll be damn happy like i told if u were to surprise me w tt (:
confirm i give u a megawatt smile always :D

next on my wishlist:

-i need a shoe(converse or maybe frm everlast)
-i need loads of tops
-i need to lose weight!! (f-ked up)
-i want white/pink slim psp can? (hinthint to someone who alredy knw abt it)
-i want a canon digicam? (not quite sure of what exact model yet)
-highlight hair? (pondering..)

2007-11-21T17:54:00.000-08:00

labels:anticipated

bo0yahh people!
omg ive left my blog rotten for few days.
yea apek thanks for tagging like oh finally.
anw,started work yesterday.
colleagues were great!
i oh so gonna love working w em.
CM was funny yet shy.
ashiqin,nad,diah,kim was lovable.
but to0 bad we are posted to diff outlet!
thankgod me,feezah,ashiqin,maureen are together :D
*double yay!*
but again *double gahh!* we gonna miss nad,diah & kim! :(
though we have met & knw each other barely 2 days,i cn see ey r joyous people.
somehow it made me miss my sisters!
2days trainining was A OKAY :)
razali our training manager so crappy yet funny!
overall,it was fun fun fun!
okayy people! i gotta bathe now! to0dles!

ps:i miss zee,jann & fee :(